This blog will be going on hiatus for a while. I don't know how long.
A lot has changed in my life since I started this blog. You can see how my desires and fantasies changed over time. You can see how I tried to explore more than just dirty little urges. I tried to tell stories or say things that were interesting. Sometimes I succeeded better than others.
But the big thing in my life that changed was that a nearly decade-long relationship ended recently. It was during this relationship that I started the blog. I loved her more than I can say. She knew me better than any person ever has, and she loved me anyway. This blog was a way for me to express my fantasies, and she and I sometimes communicated through this blog. I loved knowing that she looked at it and understood what I was trying to say.
But she is gone now. I don't think I will ever see her again, kiss her, touch her, or even hear her voice. I never thought I would ever say such a thing while we both still lived.
I hope she thinks of me sometimes. I hope her life is better for having known and loved me. I know that my life is better for having known and loved her. I hope she is well. I wish I knew for sure.
Since that relationship ended, many other things in my life changed as well. One change is that my enthusiasm for maintaining this blog has faded.
I might come back. I might not.
Obviously, things change whether we want them to or not.
I wish all of you well.